Day 12

Today, I attended a vessel. The captain was nice. I stayed on board to chat with him for an hour, listening to his adventures & stuff. So..he asked me 1 question, " Do you have a girlfriend? ". I paused a moment & answered him, "No". Can't imagine, how bad I felt that very second he asked & I answered. Its not his fault, but he really hit my wound so badly. I got pretty upset & went walking around in town, till Darren called. We went for a movie, America Gangster, then soccer. The whole day, my heart felt so heavy. Didn't even have appetite to eat anything & until now, I still feel hungry.