Day 17

So, it has been a day, since we last contacted. Guess nothing can be worse than things are now. At least one thing to be happy about, things can't get any worse, or rather, no much worse there is already. I just wonder, if she even care. Every moment, I can feel my heavy heartbeat, which reminds me of her. I am so tired..yet I can't fall asleep. When I am about to fall asleep, suddenly the fact that she's now gone, came into my mind. I don't know whats this feeling. It feels like a real bad nightmare & I had a bad fright, jumpy feeling, then, I feel upset again. I am so tired...Wei Li is so tired. Guess what comes around, goes around. Reap what you sow. I just hope, she will be happy with what it is now..